My Loves

High I know it's been a long time but I guess I did'nt have mush to say or nothing worth saying, but now I feel I have to get a few things off my chest... I love to craft, I talk to myself while I craft no I don't answer myself but I listen to myself and the way I tend to express myself to me, and I must say sometimes I'm very hard on myself, I expect too much I don't cut myself and slack wow that's not nice to say about me I should treat me better...anyway....I treat others alot better....well like I started to say I love to craft it fills me with love and warms warms my heart. But crafting is expensive and I need more room or I'm just going to rent another appartment just for my stuff, and I can't afford that no way no how. I try to make my own embellishments but I always have to huy that certain thing that paper, like I love G45 I want all there papers and K and Company and Bo Bunny and My minds Eye and aot of others onh now I'm loving Webster papers wow and don't get me going on Prima the papers, stamps...the flowers so magnificent it's like they all call out to me buy me buy me. What's an unemployed crafter to do?? But I do know if it weren't for my crafting I would of gone crazy crafting keeps me grounded and sane and most important Happy...

Some new, some not so new

I really did'nt think much of these sort of clubs, but now I have to say for a crafter and for a crafter that wants to continue to grow in the craft world these clubs?? are the best they are the best thing that could happend to a crafter that's a bit timid and shy about her work and the sharing with others and connecting with people that love to craft as you do everyone should join and do the swaps and the challenges it's the best advise I could ever give to any crafter that's not sure weather to join or not, my favorite one is MIni Album Scrapes (MAS) it's the best and they have a store (in house) that's fantastic and Lisa is a no bull person putting on the table all rules... I have grown and I love all these ladies, I should also mention A Lil Scrap Of Heaven too and Creating A Crafty life. Come check them out.

Always thinking always creating always trying to renew myself

that's me always thinking, praying, and at the end giving thanks for after all all God's blessings and there lots of blessings I always make sure to look for thous blessings you know the little miracles but are there little miracle? I'm always looking for the miracles...and I see them in you in me my children and my grandchildren, in the children ,the flowers the unsaid words that are felt. How love and see no imperfections in the things we love. God is good , life is good and I'm jobless but when the load gets too heavy my father carries it for me he's a good father always looking after his children is us that never listen like all children. Thank you for all the labeled good and for all the labeled bad, enjoy just enjoy

The day and the whether, sometimes good sometime ok sometimes like sh___ it all dependes . And how was your day mine naw

Number how low or high is your number not how OLD are you, well I'm 56 now and I'm proud of it not only am I 56 I Don't feel any different well it depends on

How time flies, 56 already??? Funny I Don't feel 56, but what is a 56 year OLD woman wow old it seems like you shouldn't ask How OLD are you (but) what's your

the little Pink Bunny

she's the cuty of cuties nothing is sweeter then a Pink or Yellow or a Blue Bunny

Hi I have a New Pet

Bunnies are so cute! do you like mine ?

My Loves

God, Angels, My Grandchildren all 6 of them, My Family, My Friends, People I'll meet, The Sun, The Stars, Mother Moon, Mother Earth, Water, My Beautiful Cockatiel Sweety (that loves to pull on my hair and earrings), Dogs, Cats, White mice, A Squirrel I met in Washington DC, there are more things.....

My New Pups

Hi these are my New loves they are very special just like all God creations want to give one or two of these pups to have is to love them.

It's a Matter of the Heart

Yes my dear it's a matter of the heart, it's that feeling you get when you connect with a special person and you feel you know that person from some place but just can't put your finger on it, and then you wait and see if your heart isn't fooling you or maybe your going crazy...but then Pow! how could 2 people that never met have so mush in common and then you do realize that there is a connection but you fight it cause you don't want that person to think your crazy or a nuts. This is only the second time this has has happened to me, that I have actually spoken to the person I feel this connection, and when this person tells me things you were afraid to mention, you know like the rituals to mother moon, wow talk about connection and spirituality and karma all wraped into one. Life is good and

I'm so HAPPY

It doesn't take much to make me happy, I'm not even employed right now, looking but things are bad out there, but I'm looking and I will not lose faith that's the last thing I would lose or misplace , life is still good and the sun will come out tomorrow, but I'm happy, you have to be happy I have my of Angels besides me each fill me with hope and love and encouragement, not one put down and even if I would run into a negative individual I assure you when that person he/she would be a happy person too.

My Life is going to the Dogs

Well not really I'm involve with Dogs?? Like I said once before I love everything and I love Dogs and Dogs and more Dogs; therefor I decided to create them, yes make those beautiful true friends of humans that only know how to give unconditional true love and I name them too so soon in this blog you'll see my or our Dogs and I know you too will fall in love just like everyone that sees them.therefore if you like our Dogs leave a comment or two and if you want one leave me a comment too.

A Day At Imagine That!

Yes Imagine That! not what was expected but we got to spend time with Gianna's classmates and two fantastic Educators, Starting Point is very lucky to have two wonderful Educator's, they really care for our children and they are not old time teachers so we can't say oh it's the experience it's the love for the children and what they stand for. Gianna is very lucky to start her academic career with teachers like Ms. Deborah and Mrs. Wissem they are the perfect pair, they are taught respect and discipline and love all at the same time. I feel if we continew to encourage our children in this path we'll have a pretty good human being.

Thank you Ladies

Hi everyone I'm very happy I won the "Abby Contest" it was a surprise when I viewed the video and at the end Krystal mentioned a beautiful tag and I said oh someone else made a tag and no it was my tag! I always try to be at Elsa's UStream classes I know she's so good at what she does, I love her work and I love the work I have seen from you beautiful ladies like of cause Elsa at http://justafewdesigns.blogspot.com/ and Krystal at http://www.krystal.blogspot.com/ and Kimie at http://www.uniquescrapiness.blogspot.com/and Laura at http://followingthepapertrail.blogspot.com and many more. I don't try to imitate, because; ladies you are all so unique, your work and my family inspire me. Elsa is my Angel but I feel she's an Angel to all of us, thank God we crossed path and that in one way or another we enriched our lives by learning from each other. Thank you ladies Hugs and lots of love to you all.

Challenges are good for the soul

This Challenge was good for me I had fun and I surprised myself, and I'm looking froward to more challenges and being more open about my love for creating and learning, I have surrounded myself with lots of creative beautiful ladies, and there's still more to learn. I thank God and my Angels for putting me in the right path and leading me to all these Human Angeles, like Elsa from ''just a few designs'' there's an Angel that loves to teach, and Laura from ''follow the paper trail'' and there a few more... Bless them all and to all thank you.

If you love me why hurt me?

The million dollar question or should I say questions. If you love me why do you continue to hurt me? You say you love me but you hurt me, I love you but I don't hurt you. I cover all your aggressions and insults, but you keep inflicting all this pain, Why? Love is not suppose to hurt.I don't know what I'm waiting for, maybe I'm waiting for you to be my executioner, because my savior your not, why is it that it's only me that thinks of our child, I know I needs help, we both need help. This is what our youths are living yes now a days, why expose your self to all this violence who knows, it worries me to see this in my family or in antibody's family. It brakes my heart to know and see someone so young live in this hell and still think he'll change, I too lived in an enviorment that was hell I did'nt wait too long I ran yes throw him with a big fat ashtray we had broke his lip and ran with my baby I did't want my baby to be exposed to that violence and I ran lefted the country, I wanted water between us just in case he tried to look for me he would fall and drown (I wished) from where I was I got a divorce about 6 months later made anew life for my son and I. I remarried and have been for married to my secound husband for 32 yrs. this Feb.

My Amiga Del Alma (My Soul Friend)

Not to long ago I was visiting YouTube and I discovered a wonderful lady well her very creative and beautiful hands, I never had written any comment about anything I had seen on YouTube but this time I did, and to my surprise this nice person answer back. I kept viewing her videos on YouTube every time I was amaze and I comment again and this nice lady answered her name is Elsa a very talented person that made me proud, she is Latina just like me I was hooked and I was in her USteam class and there waiting for Elsa just like me were few more women I would say about 40 maybe more, the 2nd there were about 80 I had never had enjoyed myself as I have like I said her is Elsa her blog is http://www.justafewdesigns.blogspot.com/ visit her on YouTube or her blog you will be amaze of this beautiful woman creativity and you will learn things you could not believe, and she listen too and answers your questions. She's the best of the best.

Abby

Hi, this is Abby her Creator is Elsa from http://www.justafewdesigns.blogspot.com/ . I fell in love with Abby from the very first time I saw her. Coloring Abby and dressing her as a butterfly was the most satisfying thing for me I enjoyed every moment, I sincerely hope I did her justice.

I pieced her together making several copies like for example her body(face, neck, arms, legs) were chalked in the color sand with Pearlescent Chalk by Pebbles Inc. Her dress and pants were also chalked in Pink also in Pearlescent Chalk by Pebbles Inc they were glued to her body after being Chalked ,her hair and bow were also pieced together adding a Pearl and glossy accents to both. I added lace trim in the color sand from Prima, to her arms holes and neck line and the edge of her pants, and added Pearls from Crystal Stickers to the front of her dress and bottom . I used American Craft Metallic Makers to color the wings in blue, pink, green, purple,rose. The back ground paper is from Hot Off The Press (HOTP) in a soft hues of blues, pink, purples, fuchsia. The gate is made of Lollipop sticks and colored in mahogany, the 3D effects are with glue dots 1/8; the butterflies on the gate are from(3) Marcella K. and one from Country market. The tiny flowers on the gate are from Prima, the Pearls inside the tiny Prima Flowers are from Crystal Stickers.

LOVE

Some people bring out all the love you inside yes they make you feel like you knew them all your life, why is that I question?? is it because we have met in another life time in the words of the writer Brian L.Weiss,MD "Same Soul Many Bodies" Have we been here before? I feel we have maybe this is why we sometimes say I have been here before or I know him/her from somewhere but where? Well who knows,maybe thats why we also say we just met and we clicked. I also believe in reancarnation, am I crazy who knows. But thats my opinion.

thinking if we only like children forgive and forget: a child is so innocent how trusting how could anybody harm a child , that means that person has no heart

Question: Have you ever wanted to do something and you had so many ideas that you couldn't bring them out of the excitement, well that just happen to me.

Woke up to a cold but sunny day, feeling good and ready to face all my challenges with God in front of me guiding me all the way, glory be his name!

Wow its incredible the vulgarity of some humans! Wow they can just say or call another person a nasty word without thinking of response of the other.

In Memory of My Jewel

Remembering my sister:
The sun shined on Sept. 24,1968 one beautiful Sept. morning we were all so happy the bundle of joy was here 8lbs. 21inches long so rose and adorable, what a blessing this new member of the family was, mom and dad where beaming with happiness. How I loved this precious jewel, I felt it my own that's how a 13 yr old girl that's longing for a playmate felt even thou this jewel was like a living doll you could take care and feed and dress up and show to all your friends my play thing grew up to be a very lovable and caring person full of love towards every person that got close. My jewel was good at almost everything except on love but every body else loved my jewel. I was always sadden to see how my jewel longed to have a soul mate someone to grow old with, but my jewel got used to this feeling of wanting to be the other half and was dedicated to being with loving friends and family and enjoying life or trying to, as years passed by my jewel decided to be near family and so be it, the jewel was near loved ones, my jewel seemed happy but I knew my jewel wasn't happy, specially now getting older and alone and now my jewel got sick, and continue to get sick until one day in May the sun didn't rise not for my jewel nor my family only sadnest covered me the question why? what happend is the only thing on my mind. I made this story short but in real life it wasn't that short nor insignificant it was fully lived but it could have been lived a bit longer we had plans and I was the one that was to go frist I'm the oldest. I offent think if my jewel had that soul mate my jewel most likly been alive right now. 39 yrs. is not that long and it feels so unfair to know my jewel didn't want to die, but my jewel is gone now but never forgotten, and my heart still hurts to know I will no longer here the voice not the laughter, I will no longer get those telephone calls in the middle of the night asking me ''what you doing'' and talking until dawn, telling my jewel all my deepest Sucrets, I feel a better part of me is gone and I can't get it back. I sometimes forget and I say to myself I'm going to tell my jewel this but I stop cold because I just remember my jewel is not here but then I get a feeling my jewel is near so I do say what I had to say, but it's not the same, I still miss you, I still want to talk to you here your beautiful voice. But I know we'll meet again I'm not afraid you'll come with my angel to pick me up to go back home.

Letting Go

Still trying to let go, but it still hurts, maybe not as bad as in the begining for a time I honestly thought I was going to go crazy missing my sister that in realaty was my brother, Saw him as a baby saw him with his fight for what he really was at the end he wong, I just hope and pray he waas happy.
So happy I never felt shame nor regrets I loved him or her no matter what! But one thing I do regret I never said I love you and she cried one day telling me letting me know I never said i loved him, Why? Why? didn't I tell her how mush I cared and worried and how deep was my love for my brother was and is.
This feeling of why is as if someone took a chunk of me and buried it with him....I miss you, I still miss you and most important I love you Freddy(frances)

Get busy

I have a very deep and sentimental cusin and he said something that if you think about it's true.....it's about life that life is what you make of it so get busy making it a great life. We waist so mush time in things, that are only a waist of time and energy, life is too short it can go in a whisper

To Creat you have to know the Creator

Yes to Create one must look inside and feel for others and let others inspire you.
as you inspire them, we may not be wear of this but we inspire others.